Can't Hold on; To this error!

So here it is, this feeling of doom, washing over me, from the tide of the full moon.
My feelings, My instincts, say something else, but they are forced to collide with my eyes.
What I see is not what you feel but what I feel is not what you see.
This doesn't make any sense; but I am desperate to make a connection.
This has gone on, beyond my perspective.😉
 a perspective is what I seem to struggle the most with, but here it is, my error! My error!👀 My error! Now the tears start to formulate a hypothesis of my reoccurring error.  what now, what🐪 NOW!🗿 I am screaming now from inside! error error error! but nothing happens ... 
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